A Sonnet

First off, lets talk about what a sonnet is, a sonnet is merely just a structured poem made up of 14 lines in Iambic Pentameter (basically meaning it has a rhythm). It also has a rhyming scheme (or pattern) for example: aa bb cc dd ee ff gg, but the most commonly used pattern is: abab cdcd  efef  gg. My poem 'Nightmare,' for example, could have been a sonnet, however it has 20 lines. If it had 16, it could have been excepted as a sonnet, but  really  technical people (whose lives revolve around this stuff) would have argued, until the cows came home, that no it is not at "true" sonnet. So here it is, my "true" sonnet:

Watching through the Glass

I stood at Admin window watching for you,

I stood at the clock waiting for you, not knowing why.

I saw your face, looking my way, but I doubt you saw me too.

The rain soaks my coat, swearing to never dry.

I was thinking about this morning, when I told you to disappear.

How can I be so horrible? I ask myself all the time.

You told me I was only speaking from fear.

I put the thought away, knowing in the end it will all be fine.

Is it all in my head?  Most things are.

The rain soaked into my jacket reminds me I am awake.

I think of the lonely road ahead and my lonely car.

How long will this gruesome journey take?

I am better off alone, and you are better off without the pain.

I let you go, and it proves that I will never be tame.